o.k. =) i'm going to be back to the same old hui ru regardless of what happens. i thought about everything last night and i realised that i'm so foolish. doing stupid things. haiz. but afterall. i come to realise something. i have to " let nature takes its course " nobody can do anything to fate and destiny. it's there. nobody can change it. so just live on. =) err. yesterday experienced a short moment of happiness. but this morning.i soon realised that that short moment of happiness is all make up of lies. so. i've decided to let go. from today onwards. it's a fresh new me. no more sad posts. =) sorry to all people whom i cause unhappiness to during this period. sorry. weilin! jia you oh!
last words: let nature takes its course you gave me hopes and yet took it away i don't understand your mind and i'm not going to do that again cause i realised that all my acts were so foolish thus i'm not going to do anything again i'm going to let nature takes its course what is mine will reach me eventually...